回忆模糊推演（A Bleary Elapse）, by mindexxx

回忆模糊推演（A Bleary Elapse）

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1.	你摆脱了 05:18	buy track
2.	交通恐惧 04:26	buy track
3.	蝉树站台 04:46	buy track
4.	自尽夜奔 05:20	buy track
5.	一个干人 04:37	buy track
6.	无声的山 05:27	buy track
7.	模糊推演 08:26	buy track

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[ A Bleary Elapse ]
with certain details, I feel / you really cast off the old / and into the new / traveled in earnest / where dewdrops crumbled in the sky / and you smiled in uncertainty / brainwaves quivered softly / dancing still / till a flash of deja vu / armorous piano notes spilled out sternly / in the faraway place / I stood watching / on the park road / people kept on moving / till a moment of pivot / how do I traverse all spaces / with more spaces in between / unreachable, tempting / on that day when cars came and went / sunbeams through the leaves / young and harsh / electric drills and the dust, bus station and me / scrambling crowds / pushing everything out / this happiness in tumult / that came from a whisper / nowhere to find but the depth of a ghostly night / I must dive into the waterfall / a piece of danger in my history / in the foggy end / spent an hour facing my own eventual judgement / I've always curled up dry / and lived in humidity / frothing, bubbling up in steamy vapor / my fragrant body / inevitably entangled in water snakes / didn't know if we fought, or embraced / nevertheless, exhaustingly / thought I was still standing / perhaps this explained the gradual silence / low buzz coming from the weight of life / head to toe / passing through me / with no trace of tingles down my spine / and I fell / might it be that on the precipice the light went on / the supposedly unbearable voltage / brought me peace / might I be dead, or dying / looking above indomitably / uncertainly / laying down in silence / amongst the cracks of all calm facades / twirled the rumbling order / how long is now? / this endless vacation / my memory rolled, a bleary elapse.

a traditional, honest and detailed record, with a deep sense of introspection, self-critical and self-sympathetic, noted a piece of memory, and revealed some correlative aspects between both the development and establishment of some of my own consciousnesses and those memories.
—— mindexxx

"A Bleary Elapse", a neoclassical but irregular exploration, is full of exquisite phrases. Wandering electronic timbres combine with acoustic instruments, interweaving and flowing along, create the full dynamics. The introspection extends from words to music, like a lengthy letter without a certain addressee. No matter it is taken as a sincere presentation or a serious discussion, this album is a meaningful conversation to those who would prefer a calm while and would pay attention to the quietest sound. Eating Music intends to share such an opus without any other purpose with more people. In the music, we shall learn about each other better.

[ 回忆模糊推演 ]
一些细节让我感到，你真的摆脱了，进入一个新世界，认真地游离其中，看到天上有露珠瓦解，你会笑着感到疑惑，脑波轻柔地颤抖，继续舞蹈，在似曾相识的霎那，四周响起一首浪漫而用力的钢琴曲，很远的地方，我站在一片旷地，看着公园的路，所有人都在移动，临近质变，我想遍历所有空间，但隔着异样的距离，根本无法迈出一步，想起那天车来车往，年轻又凶的阳光穿透树叶，车站旁是巨大的电钻和灰尘，争先恐后的人群，想要把一切都排除在外，这种聒噪的幸福感，来自一场耳语，想再找到只能选择在一个布满鬼怪的深夜，全速冲进瀑布，经历源自个人历史之一段危险，在充满雾气的尽头，用一小时面对终将到来的自我审判，一直以来我都是干枯地蜷缩着，但住在潮湿的地方，被水汽滋出油沫，浑身泛出香味，于是总有水蛇来缠绕，也不知道是搏斗了还是拥抱了，反正力气耗尽，我还以为我站着，可能这就是逐渐沉默的理由，沉重的生命力发出低声嗡鸣，它们经过我，从脚后跟到后脑勺，脊背没有任何发凉，就掉进了深渊，也许是因为峭壁亮起了灯，原本无法承载的电压，带来了安详，听起来像是死了，我顶天立地地看着上面，不太确定，无声中躺下，在所有平静表象的缝隙中，有隆隆的条理在运转，现在从何而来？这个漫长的假日，我就此对回忆模糊推演。

一张传统、朴素、具体的唱片，带有强烈自省、自责、自怜的意味，记录一段回忆以及展现个人某些意识发展、成立和回忆的关联。
—— mindexxx

《回忆模糊推演》充满着考究的乐句排列，新古典方向但不规则化的探索，随时在边缘游走的电子音色与原声乐器交织发展，起伏与留白并存。自省的意味从文字延伸到音乐，像一封长信，接收对象是开放的，无论是出于对人真诚表达的感受还是严肃的探讨，这张专辑对于可以静下一小会儿且最小声处仍留意聆听的人都会是一场言之有物的对话，也是宜听音乐期望与更多人分享的全心完成且无关功能目的的作品，在这样的音乐里，我们一定会更好地认识彼此。

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released June 16, 2021

钢琴 Piano by mindexxx
单簧管 Clarinet by mindexxx
合成器 Synthesizer by mindexxx
作曲 Composed by mindexxx
录音 Recorded by mindexxx
混音 Mixed by mindexxx
母带 Mastered by Norman Nitzsche (Calyx Mastering)
文本 Text by mindexxx, Cookie Zhang
翻译 Interpreted by Paprika Xu, Reek
封面设计 Cover Designed by Wu Yitong
鸣谢 Special Thanks to Yao Qinxin
监制 Executive Producer - Cookie Zhang

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